10:56 p.m. - 2010-04-12
the cure
First entry in about 2 years... seems strange... It's raining right now. It's very nice. So whats happened in two years? Interesting question as to what I have really accomplished in over 700 days... Lets see... I spent 72 of those days in Japan. That was probably the best. We quit doing the radio program, and now have a sunday night group for the older youth. I have a dog now. His name is Buddy. and he is ridiculouslt spoiled. I am finally starting to really understand fasting, and completed my first 21 day fast. God has really been working with me visually... it's very interesting. I've read several books, and ted dekker really is my favorite. I have plans to go back to japan. thats pretty awesome. It has also been about 1 1/2 years since I last had a major screw up with my main "struggle" still tempted sometimes... but not like I use to be. Its nice. and still strange at the same time. I wrote this thing a long time ago... I don't know if I ever posted it here... but I thought I would now. I figure it would be a good closing. We'll see I guess huh?
The Cure
Coughing just to Breathe
Sick from insecurity
An ailment from a Cutting loss
My Cure was found here
At the Cross
Where bloods the payment
My life the cost
I had swallowed my eyes
Just to see if my heart still beat
But I just found myself
Blind eyed and petrified
At all the pain I'd choked on
All those years
And it didn't take much
For you to pull it loose
So I could sing again
My cure was found here
At the Cross
Where bloods the payment
My life the cost
And My shoulders strain
From all the shame
I've so long weighed them down with
From the inevitable consequences
Of my prodigal actions
And they left me broken
And yet I'm healed...
My Cure was found here
At the Cross
Where bloods the payment
My life the cost
and I'll pay it.
